The Holy Spirit is leading and guiding you through every day of your life. You are not supposed to camp out and get stuck in the mud of your sins. You were created in the image of Almighty God. You are to be moving forward, looking to your future in the Kingdom. Don’t constantly look back at your past and dwell on what you should have done. Don’t listen to the lies that the enemy whispers to you. God does not motivate you through condemnation. He motivates through love. 

You are His child. He loves and cares about every aspect of you. Read the Word and pray without ceasing every day. God is watching and listening. His forgiveness is total and complete. Receive it. Stop getting stuck in the mindset of asking God over and over for forgiveness for something that you think He has forgotten to forgive. If you have truly repented, then you are truly forgiven.